I had to stop him because he had ran out the doors to the program where me and him had met. I had told my friend to watch my bag and i will be back. He was speed walking down the block, so i run towards him.
'' you ok '' (he look at me then he keeps walking. It look like he has water in his eyes.)
'' Brian whats wrong with you ''
'' why do you care, me and you dont even talk any more ''
'' Wow just because we are not talking doesnt mean i dont care ''
'' You dont even know me, we wasnt even talking that long ''
'' I dont know what type of girl you think i am but i remember we was cool at one point and you wasnt acting like this ''
'' I am sorry but i am type mad rite now and you was the last person I expected to come and see what wrong , even the way i played you ''
'' You was just being a boy play little games, so do you wanna talk about whats making you mad ''
" its my parents you know how........ ''
Me and him walk around the block a few times, i made him smile, laugh, and forget about the problem. I notice we had to get back to the program it was about 5 mins. to 4. After we got out the program its around 515. We are all the way on the east side. Brian decides to walk me home all the way on the west side. My friend left and got on the train because she so called had to be some where. So from there on me and him had been kicking it about 2 months now. We are on aim one night
'' what if i ask you to be my girlfriend would you. ''
'' no ''
'' Word, i thought me and you had a connection, so whats the problem ''
" We do!!! you are the one with the problem you have a girlfriend"
" we broke up like 2 weeks ago "
" well to be honesty i dont like how you tryed to talk to me while you had a girlfriend, the way i see it you gonna play that same game on me and i dont have time for little games. could you tell me why yall broke up"
" i understand where you coming from. I broke up with her because i have m
ore feelings for you then her. I dont want to be in a relationship where i am unhappy. I cant be my whole self when i am with her. I have to do extra thing just to impress her. But you bring out a side that i never seen in myself.
ore feelings for you then her. I dont want to be in a relationship where i am unhappy. I cant be my whole self when i am with her. I have to do extra thing just to impress her. But you bring out a side that i never seen in myself." yes i would go out with you, if you dont have a girlfriend. I hate when people give up and dont try because i feel you gave up on her and you will give up on me. The way you feel about me was the same way you felt about her when yall first started talking. I am not saying that i dont ike you. I DO but dont give up. I known you only for a couple of months and i know the things you telling me you didnt tell her. I am sorry if this isnt the answer you were looking for but i wouldnt want someone to breakup with me for another girl."
Me and Brian are just friends NOW... I am sad because i really like him but i cant be selfish, i had to put my self in his girlfriend shoes. Well he got back together with her.
I am still single.
-Jay.Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ