Motivation.
I disappoint myself everyday. I want to push my self everyday but it just doesn't happen. I want to better myself and be the person I want to become. Its like womp. Tomorrow is a new day... To start OVER Push myself. I wont wait until the beginning of the week to start over OR the new year. I need to start over now. Eat good, I want to eat more healthy. I been going natural for two years now. Im on a gain weight journey. Even though there are many things Im doing or want to do I know I can do it. I need to break out of my shy shell. Im very shy and not confident. I need to come over things like that. I WILL. :-)
I grew.
Im trying to find happiness within myself. I realized my mistakes such as:
1. Not putting me first... Meaning, I put my all for my boss and I wont do it for myself. I realize thats sad and I need to change that ASAP.
2. Scared of failure... I feel that I'm not good each for certain things. I know if I put GOD first all the good things that I want will falling into my hands. I have to have more FAITH in GOD and leave it in his hands.
3. Im lazy... I want stuff done for me. Even though its not what it seems. I need to be more aware of the world meaning, The only person that i can count on is me.
Now things i realized about me that I love :-)
1. I love that i want to try things on my own. SUCH AS, I want to go to the movies a lone and dinner. I want to live on my own before i move in with the love of my life. I want to know that I can do it on my own without any help.
2. I love that I want to find happiness, just blessed that I can breathe and have running water. I dont want to find myself i want to create myself. I want to be a better me. I want to be happy for no reason... I LOVE that I'm trying an I know that Im going to find it.
3. just praying.
1. Not putting me first... Meaning, I put my all for my boss and I wont do it for myself. I realize thats sad and I need to change that ASAP.
2. Scared of failure... I feel that I'm not good each for certain things. I know if I put GOD first all the good things that I want will falling into my hands. I have to have more FAITH in GOD and leave it in his hands.
3. Im lazy... I want stuff done for me. Even though its not what it seems. I need to be more aware of the world meaning, The only person that i can count on is me.
Now things i realized about me that I love :-)
1. I love that i want to try things on my own. SUCH AS, I want to go to the movies a lone and dinner. I want to live on my own before i move in with the love of my life. I want to know that I can do it on my own without any help.
2. I love that I want to find happiness, just blessed that I can breathe and have running water. I dont want to find myself i want to create myself. I want to be a better me. I want to be happy for no reason... I LOVE that I'm trying an I know that Im going to find it.
3. just praying.
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